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Monday, March 11, 2013

Unborn: Three Short Stories (Unborn, #2)

Unborn: Three Short Stories (Unborn, #2)Unborn: Three Short Stories by Rose Christo
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

In this follow up shorts to Unborn we get to revisit these wonderful characters. Although I felt that there were no secondary characters in Unborn, it was great to see through their point of view.

In Unseen, Tim's life is colored in shades of gray. Completely color blind, there's nothing that brightens his world, until Ram. In my head as I read his and Ram's developing relationship and his growing friendships with the rest of the group, his voice and personality where precise and to the point. Much like a soldier, he sounded disciplined and self contained. It was beautiful to see his stoicism and rough edges softened by Ram. Ram is just a great kid-always the optimist or the pacifist in the group-for me his kindness felt warm. He is generous and bright and in perfect symmetry with Tim; I like how they fit together. Once again, the beauty of each of their cultures-whether it was the food, the traditions, their religions, etc. was an added enjoyment in this story.

Unsaid: Daniel has carried an undeserved pain for several years. His zealot and cowardly father and the rest of his family blame him for his mother's death at his premature birth and then dishonoring it by being gay. He suffers panic attacks and writes letters to his dead mother to alleviate the guilt. The bright spots in his life are Sahara and Kerry; but even then he feels insecure when Kerry closes up about intimacy and his scars, and a gnawing fear that Sahara might actually hate him and is only living with him because of Kerry's presence. Then he gets a call from his sister that his father's health is failing and Daniel has to decide whether to go see him and finally try to come to terms with his family. After so many years he comes face to face with his father who finally reveals the events that happened prior to his mother's death. The harsh truth stuns him, makes him question the choices he has made because of it, but also makes him open his eyes and realize where his real family lies. This story is beautiful, the depth of Daniel's love for Kerry just makes me teary eyed and the three of them just make me feel protective. It hurt so much when his father revealed his involvement in his mother's death. That the cowardly and supposedly religious beast could actually do that to his own child is just so beyond heartless I can't even find the words to describe how much I hated this character in that moment.

Unsung: Mackenzie is an opera singer, due to two subsequent tragic events in their lives her mother decides to leave their hometown to move to San Cuomo where her mother's sister lives. Along with coping with the loss of her father in the Sept. 11 tragedy, she has to deal with filling her sister Karen's shoes. She is a mezzo soprano and she is happy with it, but her mother starts driving and pushing for her to widen her range and become a soprano. Finding a friend in Walter and Sahara-a girl who plays soccer at her school eases some of the pain. After a year of not seeing her sister Karen, Mackenzie visits her at the hospital and realizes to what extent her mother has broken her sister and will break her if her mother's teaching lessons continue. Her feelings for Sahara give her the courage to finally speak up.

If you've read Unborn, you know it's not a 'pretty' story. It's painful and heartbreaking, but it's also uplifting and hopeful and so many other things-but that's life isn't it? Life is hard and brutal and filled with moments that tear you apart, but it's also bright and warm that it fills your heart to overflowing. These trio of stories are a little more brighter but there where moments where I really wanted to cry and others where I just got so mad I wanted to reach in and throttle a character or two. A great addition to the series.




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Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Rose Christo's Unborn, #1 GLBTQ YA

UnbornUnborn by Rose Christo
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Started reading this when I was halfway through Blind Faith and it was sort of a balancing act going between the two stories. Blind Faith was a total comfort read, it made me snuggle up in my sofa or my bed and just enjoy it-the slow progress of Carter and Isaac's relationship was sweet, Isaac's acceptance of Brady was heartwarming (though Isaac's short temper deserved a noogie or two), and the whole awesomeness that was Brady himself-he deserves an unlimited supply of treats. Definitely a good time to be had reading this one.

On the other hand, Unborn is just heartrending. This story is painful and raw, and at times just filled me with sorrow, for kids like Kerry and Sahara. But it also made me hope and smile for the people that surrounded them, protected them, and taught them that they were worthy of being loved.

Kerry is so full of anger that is almost palpable each time you 'hear' his voice as this story unfolds. At 19yrs. old, he is living with the physical and emotional scars of being an unwanted child. Burdened with a long list of maladies brought on by a botched abortion, he spends his days isolated from people until out on an errand he collapses and wakes up in the hospital.

It's there where Kerry finally learns the meaning of home and family. The first to reach out is Ram-a 16yr. old teen that lives in Kerry's apartment complex-and suddenly shows up to visit him. He offers kindness, company, and brings him home cooked meals.

Then it's Matty, his doctor's son, for whom Kerry is his idea of Indestructo Man-his favorite superhero. Matty-an 8yr. old who spends his time in the hospital because his dad is always busy, and his mother left him; whose a total troublemaker and has plans to marry Agatha Flannery, a sick little girl who shares a room with Sahara.

There's Tim, his roommate-a university student who has carcinoid tumors. Who is serious, spends most of his time reading, and takes none of Kerry's attitude-but shows his solidarity and loyalty when it counts (totally unrelated, but he reminded me of Legal Drug's Rikuo. >.<).

Another is Daniel the 24yr. old hospital nurse, who is so utterly devoted to his job that he spends almost all of his free time in the hospital as a volunteer. Who has an infinite collection of earrings and in Kerry's eyes, has a smile that resembles the sun.

And finally Sahara, a 13yr. old who lost her innocence at the hands of the people who were supposed to protect her. Who knew just by looking at Kerry that he would protect her; a little girl who stole Kerry's heart and who just had an abortion.

This group of kids amazed me with their strength and their resilience. How they banded together and where there for each other as they went through surgeries and complications, losses and heartbreak. It was beautiful for me how Kerry just opened up and flourished with all his growing ties with his friends but particularly his love for Sahara and Daniel. Completely and thoroughly fell in love with all these characters.



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Saturday, December 15, 2012

In These Words, #1

In These Words, Volume 1In These Words, Volume 1 by GuiltPleasure
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

An intense psychological thriller, with a serial killer playing mind games with a psychiatrist. The illustrations are beautiful as the story is dark. These kinds of stories aren't really my thing, but I got caught up in Katsuya's confusion over his reactions to the killer. Is he having nightmares because he's empathizing with the victims? Are they portending future events to come, or are they manifestations of a previous connection with the killer? I hope these answers are revealed soon as the story ends in a major cliffie. Poor Katsuya I wonder what's going to happen. Definitely looking forward to reading the next volume.

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After Ben (Seattle Stories, #1)

After Ben (Seattle Stories, #1)After Ben by Con Riley
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

I love chocolate, always have, and you might wonder what that has to do with this story. Well, for me this story was just as warm and rich as sitting down and savoring that sharp sweetness of chocolate that lingers on my tongue even after it has melted. The characters, every single one, counted and gave a wholesome feeling to and for each other. The strong sense of friendship and support made me feel part of this growing family surrounding Theo and Morgan. I read this novel through the course of a difficult time in my life and it left me with a strong attachment to the whole cast of characters. It pleases me that this is the first in a series; and though I'm looking forward to reading Peter's story, I would love if maybe Marco would get his story as well.

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A Great Miracle Happened There

A Great Miracle Happened ThereA Great Miracle Happened There by Kim Fielding
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Sometimes a story hits you in those painful places, reminding you of hurts that you think-for the most part-you have managed to overcome. Jude's relationship with his family was such for me and like Jude I feel that I've made a sort of peace with the fact that the connection with my family will never be as strong as I want it to be.

The way Jude and Mac met almost made me drop this, but it was a Kim Fielding story and so I had a bit of faith that there was more to come. I was glad I did. Although their 'relationship' starts with a series of bumps (and grinds), it was nice to see these two find their way towards something more meaningful.

A very lovely read; Mac's house-just reading about the artistic liberties they took upon those walls made my eyes hurt, and whatever did happen with that dissertation? ;)







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Turkey in the Snow

Turkey in the SnowTurkey in the Snow by Amy Lane
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

A really heartwarming story about Hank who is trying to make a home for his niece after his flighty sister takes off leaving the little girl behind. Struggling to cope with work, social workers, and Josie's pain at her mother's sudden absence is difficult, so he releases his stress and raging emotions by working out at a gym where Justin works. Justin who is bright, funny, warm and full of 'exuberance' or what Hank considers a total drama queen.

Drama that Hank can really do without. But Hank starts to change his mind when, after Justin asks to take Josie to see Santa and allow Hank the chance to get Josie's room ready, they start talking. Little by little as they spend more and more time together, Hank discovers that he's very partial to Justin's kind of drama after all.

I loved this story, it's Amy Lane, so yeah definitely a good one. Justin is all kinds of wonderful 'flair', Josie makes me want to give her a big hug, and Hank just makes me want to cuddle up to him-he's a rock. A stable, dependable, and wonderful rock darn it! Then there was Kaden-the 8yr. old Justin spoke about-I just had this huge grin on my face wondering how he and the Kid (BOatK) would fare together. :D



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Thursday, October 25, 2012

Why the Star Stands Still (Gives Light, #4)

Why the Star Stands Still (Gives Light, #4)Why the Star Stands Still by Rose Christo
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

"It's not blood that makes us who we are," Dad said. "It's family. And it's not blood that makes us family. It's love." [Gives Light, #2]

This final volume is a testament to these words as Sky and Rafael get ready to welcome their adopted child and Sky's father Paul, who after 15 years in prison is finally being released.

Things aren't so simple as Sky comes to realize; Michaela (Mickey) Morales is a child that's suffered physically and emotionally. She hides her pain behind a brave front, something that reminds Sky of his husband Rafael when they first met. Sky and Rafael work together, love together to let Mickey know that she is wanted and that she can finally let go of her fear of being rejected and abandoned.

Sky's situation with Mickey might prove a little easier to handle than the one he faces with his dad. Paul Looks Over is a changed man after his stint in prison, Sky now sees a broken man whose wounds appear to deep to heal. Still suffering and blaming himself for the accidental death of his younger brother, he carries the pain of losing the woman he loved and was unfaithful to him to a serial killer who happened to be his best friend. A best friend he murdered when he enacted Blood Law and was the reason for his imprisonment.

Fearing the worst, Sky fights to make his father understand that nobody gets a perfect life. That there would have been no guarantees that things would have been different or even better if he and his mother had ever met and that the life they built and the family that they have now is worth living for.

This was a lovely conclusion to a wonderful series; you get to see how the younger generation has grown up-some already with children of their own, Sky comes face to face with a person from his past, sadly one of the characters doesn't have his happy ending. But the one thing that made me just beyond happy was Rafael and Sky-their love is still going strong, is never put into question, and their interactions with Mickey were just beautiful.

There's no doubt that we all have books or characters that we love, stories that fill us with wonder. Then there's that 'special' book that just makes you warm, the characters feel close to your heart. It stays with you and is the one that lifts you up, comforts you whenever you read it. This was such a series for me, I know that this will stay on the top of my reread list for a long time.







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